I’m in the process of finding out who I am and figuring out what my place is in the world. I recently moved halfway across the country, fighting my battles and enjoying all the new adventures life is throwing at me.Tumblr (3.0; @imjustagirlonamissionreadytofly)http://imjustagirlonamissionreadytofly.tumblr.com/<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m21eaiYYq61qd2eyno1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p><a href="http://findbeautyinthebassline.tumblr.com/post/20570565389/always-reblog" class="tumblr_blog">findbeautyinthebassline</a>:</p> <blockquote><p>Always reblog.</p></blockquote>http://imjustagirlonamissionreadytofly.tumblr.com/post/20603041636http://imjustagirlonamissionreadytofly.tumblr.com/post/20603041636Fri, 06 Apr 2012 15:05:09 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_llgw1tDWw01qjj5zdo1_500.png"/><br/><br/>http://imjustagirlonamissionreadytofly.tumblr.com/post/20603035974http://imjustagirlonamissionreadytofly.tumblr.com/post/20603035974Fri, 06 Apr 2012 15:05:03 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m1yorgob421qkwh9ro1_250.gif"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m1yorgob421qkwh9ro2_250.gif"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m1yorgob421qkwh9ro3_250.gif"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m1yorgob421qkwh9ro4_250.gif"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m1yorgob421qkwh9ro5_250.gif"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m1yorgob421qkwh9ro6_250.gif"/><br/> <br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://showuslove.tumblr.com/post/20473503484/dykestar-hahahah-oh-emma-stone-she-has-got">showuslove</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://dykestar.tumblr.com/post/20472049928/hahahah-oh-emma-stone">dykestar</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p>Hahahah oh Emma Stone</p> </blockquote> <p>She has got some moves! Hahah. Video —> <a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VKvvkrMWcno">here</a></p> </blockquote>http://imjustagirlonamissionreadytofly.tumblr.com/post/20603029096http://imjustagirlonamissionreadytofly.tumblr.com/post/20603029096Fri, 06 Apr 2012 15:04:56 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_ljoan5lP4v1qc49m9o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://imjustagirlonamissionreadytofly.tumblr.com/post/20603024134http://imjustagirlonamissionreadytofly.tumblr.com/post/20603024134Fri, 06 Apr 2012 15:04:51 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lxnx076AKn1qco1fbo1_r4_500.gif"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lxnx076AKn1qco1fbo2_r1_500.gif"/><br/> <br/><p><a href="http://bitsnbobsnrandomthoughts.tumblr.com/post/20586257630/i-will-be-like-this-at-my-grandparents-house" class="tumblr_blog">bitsnbobsnrandomthoughts</a>:</p> <blockquote><p>I will be like this at my grandparents house tonight…</p></blockquote>http://imjustagirlonamissionreadytofly.tumblr.com/post/20603015343http://imjustagirlonamissionreadytofly.tumblr.com/post/20603015343Fri, 06 Apr 2012 15:04:42 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lybz6yvNuH1r8f1mqo1_250.gif"/><br/><br/>http://imjustagirlonamissionreadytofly.tumblr.com/post/20603009223http://imjustagirlonamissionreadytofly.tumblr.com/post/20603009223Fri, 06 Apr 2012 15:04:36 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lvwmemhwb61qd11vbo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://imjustagirlonamissionreadytofly.tumblr.com/post/20603005311http://imjustagirlonamissionreadytofly.tumblr.com/post/20603005311Fri, 06 Apr 2012 15:04:32 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lv71270KcV1qcb58yo1_500.gif"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lv71270KcV1qcb58yo2_500.gif"/><br/> <br/>http://imjustagirlonamissionreadytofly.tumblr.com/post/20603001119http://imjustagirlonamissionreadytofly.tumblr.com/post/20603001119Fri, 06 Apr 2012 15:04:28 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m22glqv6jP1r2nflmo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://imjustagirlonamissionreadytofly.tumblr.com/post/20602996521http://imjustagirlonamissionreadytofly.tumblr.com/post/20602996521Fri, 06 Apr 2012 15:04:23 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lqn55fH2ju1qbpwzeo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://imjustagirlonamissionreadytofly.tumblr.com/post/20487236112http://imjustagirlonamissionreadytofly.tumblr.com/post/20487236112Wed, 04 Apr 2012 17:56:04 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m1xfepK2D51qjgx29o1_500.gif"/><br/><br/>http://imjustagirlonamissionreadytofly.tumblr.com/post/20487083168http://imjustagirlonamissionreadytofly.tumblr.com/post/20487083168Wed, 04 Apr 2012 17:53:34 -0400http://imjustagirlonamissionreadytofly.tumblr.com/post/20487047617http://imjustagirlonamissionreadytofly.tumblr.com/post/20487047617Wed, 04 Apr 2012 17:52:59 -0400<p>Talk on the phone to a boy for hours anytime he wants to, but when I truly need you, you ignore me when I ask to talk for five minutes? </p> <p>Feeling like shit and weaker than ever. What is going on?</p>http://imjustagirlonamissionreadytofly.tumblr.com/post/20388301469http://imjustagirlonamissionreadytofly.tumblr.com/post/20388301469Mon, 02 Apr 2012 22:40:18 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m1qd1dRgmt1rsryjfo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://imjustagirlonamissionreadytofly.tumblr.com/post/20378929055http://imjustagirlonamissionreadytofly.tumblr.com/post/20378929055Mon, 02 Apr 2012 20:23:15 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lhd85yZ7cG1qh6a78o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://imjustagirlonamissionreadytofly.tumblr.com/post/20378920533http://imjustagirlonamissionreadytofly.tumblr.com/post/20378920533Mon, 02 Apr 2012 20:23:08 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lwn67ziKl01qfdwsio1_500.png"/><br/><br/>http://imjustagirlonamissionreadytofly.tumblr.com/post/20378906460http://imjustagirlonamissionreadytofly.tumblr.com/post/20378906460Mon, 02 Apr 2012 20:22:56 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m1vkkgs71y1qfdwsio1_500.gif"/><br/><br/>http://imjustagirlonamissionreadytofly.tumblr.com/post/20378896149http://imjustagirlonamissionreadytofly.tumblr.com/post/20378896149Mon, 02 Apr 2012 20:22:47 -0400<p>Nobody tried to find me.</p> <p>I’m sitting alone and no one knows where I am. My body feels numb and I don’t want to move. I don’t want to exist.</p> <p>I. Am. So. Alone.</p>http://imjustagirlonamissionreadytofly.tumblr.com/post/20378887212http://imjustagirlonamissionreadytofly.tumblr.com/post/20378887212Mon, 02 Apr 2012 20:22:39 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m0fgdntc8o1rpmlkco1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://imjustagirlonamissionreadytofly.tumblr.com/post/20352855943http://imjustagirlonamissionreadytofly.tumblr.com/post/20352855943Mon, 02 Apr 2012 12:18:54 -0400<p>At night I guess it gets like this.  All the feelings flock back to me.  It’s different now.  I know which voice is which, sometimes.  I am getting better at telling them apart.  Real vs. ED.  I’m fighting off the feelings: “Be thinner, tiny, fragile, dainty.  You’re a fat cow.  Don’t eat another bite.  How could you love yourself at this weight?  You are nothing but a failure.”  I am more than that.  But I still feel it.  I feel it wrapping around and suffocating me.  It runs through my veins and swallows me whole.  I am the voices.  No.  I’m more.  I’m not.  I am.  I might be.  I definitely am not; I’m huge, disgusting, flab.  You all don’t need to comfort me, I don’t really deserve such kindness.  I’ll never be what I once desired, and still do in the back of my mind.  I’ll never be tiny and dying.  I’ll always be me.</p> <p>I should desire less tangible things.  Freedom.  Happiness.  Peace.  A loving sense of soul.  Not this…..this.</p> <p>I’m still so sick.  </p>http://imjustagirlonamissionreadytofly.tumblr.com/post/20348860525http://imjustagirlonamissionreadytofly.tumblr.com/post/20348860525Mon, 02 Apr 2012 10:17:25 -0400